Wr1tt3n0ne

Bunches and bunches
2017-07-27 22:56:28 (UTC)

Save Tonight... I Accept

Things are going smoothly now with my healing and with a side project I have taken on. I am hoping to see the fruits of my labor soon. It has been a long time in coming but I feel on the precipice of getting what I wanted in a way that spreads the happiness around. I would say wish me luck!, but I think I have this. And it is quite a good feeling.


In the meantime reconnecting with Best friend brought a smile to me as it always, always does. What are friends if not your call in the middle of the night crew? So it was awesome she could make the time in her packed schedule for some one on one with me. I love how she gets me and still manages to make me think and laugh. Best friends forever.

My character is one of delicate emotions, I detest putting myself out there. I mean I will do it, to be authentically me, but I still don't care for the overexposure. It is funny that I should be so good at public speaking and acting given how personal they both can be when it is you the audience is staring at. How alone and exposed it can feel in the pause before the ovation where you snap back to just being you alone, on stage. But that moment of ovation, well it is love and acceptance in a sound. The sensation is enough to turn the most jaded actor into a stage whore. Sometimes, when I am at my volunteer job, and the room turns to listen to my points, I feel it. I sit up straighter and project and own my comments, insightful or not. And when they murmur some approval, I hear in it that sound....of acceptance.




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