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My heart in a knot
2017-07-27 19:48:02 (UTC)

Unorganized

Well here's the update from my physical from today: basically I'm still in the same spot because they are so poorly organized I actually can't believe how they do things. They basically just send an email with a bunch of paper work to fill-out and expect you to print all of them and somehow get them to them. But that's not even the worst part, the worst part is that about 3-5 different people have contacted me about sending them the same information someone else was wanted, so basically it is like 5 different people trying to start me on the same project and none of them are communicating with each other that they are already in contact with me, but there is more... even when I do contact them they suddenly disappear and don't respond to my emails. This entire situation has red flags all over, I just can't believe how unorganized they are and I'm wondering if they are just doing this to try and get people to come and pay for parking, which unfortunately I wasted 7 dollars for parking just to sit in there and wait for them to not have my paper work complete.


Like I said, this has a ton of red flags all over and I am wondering if I should run now because all of this drama could be a sign of things to come, but when I think about it I have a goal that has been put into motion and I'm not going to stop until that goal is met.... I messed up big time by leaving my old job and I didn't realize the magnitude of that mistake until now, so now I'm trying to fix it...... but I'm really worried if I'm already having such a hard time with these people there is no telling what working there will be like. Looking back at things now I realize that I should have printed all the forms and brought them with me instead of doing it the way they asked. Secondly I should have explored the area more to find free parking which was actually right down the street from my old job, I would of had to walk a distance but that would have been ok.

One of the worst things is not having other people to share information with. I would love to know how other people are getting by and what they are doing with their life, I've been more and more interested in that since getting older. I am also starting to see how "short" life really is. When I was younger and even in my 20's I didn't see life as being short at all, in fact it seemed to go by painfully slow, but that was because I wasn't living and I was still stuck under the spell of my adoptive parents. Well now that things are much clearer I see how short life really is, I realize that I should have done things differently when I was younger but I simply didn't know back then what I needed to be doing....

Right now in my life there are a couple of goals I feel pressured to complete right away, there are things that I want to do that I haven't done but want to experience before my time is up, so I'm currently working on a plan to get those things. The thing that is actually getting in the way of that is work, I just want to find a job that will pay well enough so I can live happily, I must be doing something wrong.


Anyway, since I'm starting to feel less and less sure about this job I'm starting to wonder what I will do if this job falls through, all I know is that I need to start making more money now and I really don't have any more weeks to only be working one job. I'm going to give it another week or two to see if they can get it together and if not I'm going to move on to find something else.


I'm going to go work on some other things for a while then head to sleep.




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