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2017-07-23 16:39:25 (UTC)

666 is not a good number

Holy shit. I just noticed that my last entry about finding a child dead was number 666.
OH hell no....

I was in the kitchen earlier getting coffee and standing in front of the window...which was cracked
just a little...I head a whistle....not a bird one, but a person one...so it seemed....

I have still been hearing someone clearing their throat right outside whatever room I am in...
during times no one is here but me....and no one is close enough or even outside near our house...

I am still seeing John's face when I close my eyes at night. He has been gone over a year now.
My grieving was delayed due to not knowing about it, so I have known around 4 months...

I still feel someone blowing my hair.....touching my shoulder....and making sounds to let me
know they are there....

Nothing evil.....or demonic about it. Just a HEY YOU I AM HERE SOMETIMES LOOKING OVER U

which I am ok with.....

if you want to make yourself useful....KILL THE SPIDERS!!!

I will be there with you soon enough....so kill the damn spiders in my path....
in my tub....or closet.....just clear them out of my way....
for that, I will be grateful....

blowing my hair .... touching my shoulder... clearing your throat is ok...
as it does make me feel safe...to know you are close.....
and trying to get my attention.......

you got it.

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