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Bunches and bunches
2017-07-13 10:45:32 (UTC)

Good Morning, Sunshine!

I awoke from an amazing dream. And the kiss is still on my lips.


So in my dreams I am unapologetically myself. Unlike my reality I am often, cute, adorable even, and serene. I am attractive in real life however, adorable would be pushing it. I am forever smiling in my dreams and I think I do so in life as well. But serenity can allude me here. My motivations in my life are more complex and my interpersonal relationships can be a fraught affair. In my dreams, it is all so very simple. Sure it is, they revolve around me. Only I set them in motion and only I stumble in and out of them at will. I am the narrator as well as the main lead. And it is great!

So last night I wanted a touch of home and a kiss. First came home. Hanging out with an old friend and their family while life went, a little sideways. Not unlike most times I did spend time with them in real life. It was fun to be that age again and bounce around unencumbered by worries about much of anything. Then on to my second dream, a love interest only with eyes for me. It is totally cliche but in a world of my invention, it is my favorite. Kisses, caresses, and holding hands, so trite but so satisfying. I spent the waning moments lost in his eyes, loved. Simple, like that tight hug hello from the one you love after a long flight.

My deep yearning for simplicity in my life extends itself all over. I want a fulfilling piece of work. What it is matters little what it consists of so long as I have peace, a good laugh and a few friends to share it with. I want a home of beauty and depth. Joyous angles and rich wood, a living, breathing piece of art to explore and call my own for a bit. A few unanswerable questions to bend my mind around and occupy my dreams. Serenity personified in loyal pets. And color, lots and lots of amazing color. And a few times a year, some adventure. I already have the friends and the family, my loving companion and my lust to satiate. Just a few pieces left. I may even have the work, for I do love this and the rest of the writing and art I do. My expanding, not unlike the universe, understanding of quantum physics principles and space give me generous fodder for my dreams to lift off in. The house yet remains, but my loving pets have been here and continue to brighten my days and soothe my moods. And I have a little adventure planned for my birthday, so all in all, may life continue to imitate art. If I paint my life in the colors I feel each day, well I would be almost done. To the grassy greens and dark tropical blues against the light brown sugar sands! I will pull myself up a hammock and drift off.




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