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2017-07-05 06:11:38 (UTC)

I'm just now realizing there's ..

I'm just now realizing there's no defiant answer. No right answer ... So I met this guy Adrian at a bar. Literally last week. Differnt Adrian
Just. I just can't escape
That basic name.anyways I had him on Snapchat. Now he keeps wanting to hang out. Cool and all once you send me you shirtless me and you are only there for one thing. One thing only. So what do I do. I leave your ass on read. Anyways... I thought of things. Just not into meeting guys at bars and clubs those are usually the party animals and all. Anyway. I have to prepare myself. Spirtually. Wait myself to be better. Because when people ask what I do. I feel like I'm lying to myself. I like photography even though I may suck at it
I'm somewhat an accountant. Just. Yeah
And I seen guys that dressed like Adrian. Omg. What was I thinking!!!!? I feel so lonely. But he was my first heartbreak. Well I think. I did cry for him
He didn't make me feel special. Anyways he probably thinks I hate him. But I don't. I'm just angry at myself for not knowing or admiring I wanted something with him. Setting my boundaries or standards. But we both fucked up. It was bound to happen




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