mamame

Its Just Me
2017-06-28 10:10:51 (UTC)

So Sad

So why a year later is this tremendous depression hitting me? I can't stop crying. I am so very, very sad. This is something I have dealt with all my life and have lived and worked through it. But this time it just seems to be overwhelming. I started seeing a counselor a year ago when all this shit with my husband started. It's been a while since I have been but honestly what is she going to do. No talk in the world is going to make me happy. Surly this isn't how other people feel everyday all day long. I just want to die. I have always felt that way. ALWAYS, every since I was a little girl. I wish I had never been born. I don't want to be here. There is nothing that brings me joy, absolutely nothing.




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