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2017-06-27 05:56:24 (UTC)

G.T

So. I don't know what else to think. I am still a virgin. Now I lay here thinking what could have been. But youdidnt bother to chase me. You let me walk. Like I was just another girl. A badic girl. I fucked up. I know I did. When will I learn. I have to change. Stop beating myself up. I don't want to be playing victim. I just. I fucked up. Bad. I should have never replied to Adrian not criatian. But I was so caught up in the feeling of someone actually liking me. HA yeah right. Thosw two just wamted to fuck me. That's it. I don't believe they'd want a relationship. I was scared. But hey. I guess lesson learned. Adrian and I never dated. I was to scared to let him know . he said the same shit all the others said. "Ask me anything. " like really. If I ask you either ahut me up and say I'm not thinking right. I do over think it. But why do you make me over think? Scared I'm not pretty enough for you. I don't know. I wrote pros and cons. Seriously. Will I ever forget about you. I should forget about Christian. I just need to leave. I am still a virgin. I'm not ready to fucking date. I don't want boyfriends. I don't want any of that. Guys can be snealy little assholes. I mkss george. My friend. Hes in the army showing off his girlfriend. I want that. He knows how to treat them right. I miss him. He was funny. Sweet. Smart. Everything. But I wasnt his type. He friendzoned me. Which I'm ok with. I'm just. Not so pretty. I miss him. I do. And of it wasn't for him I couldnt think another way that not all guys are the same. When will I deservw that. When? Can I wait. Will I really loke him and keep myself from temptation from liking someone else. I miss him. I miss him. I miss him. I miss my bestfriend. I miss him. I really do. I hope he calls me or texts. Or something of he breaks up with that girl. Will he call me. Will he tell me. Please lord let him be ok. Hes a great guy. He deservs so much. Please. Please.

I look at George. And I think his heaet is pure. I look at mine and its not. Amd Idk if I'm just over think this it I'm just a big ass flirt lo ok ing for attention. Or something. I dont know. I want to stop texting all these guys and focus on and be ready and determined and do it right . I fuckong miss him. I do. I do. I miss george... Please gorge text me back. I need a friend. I need a friend. Please. Don't forget about me.

I hope he texts me back. I hope he seriously texts me back. I hope he's ok. I hope he seriously trxts me back I think of George and I forget all my mistakes. I forgwt everything. I really did like him. I really did. He just. I shouldn't think twice of it. I miss him I do.




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