The Girl With 4 Scars

The Girl With 4 Scars
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2017-06-23 03:04:28 (UTC)

I need a miracle.

I seriously need a miracle.
i don't even know what kind.
I just need something to make me say,

Okay this life really is worth living. I want to believe in God. But I just don't see how he could exist.

I need him to fucking answer one of my prayers. To give me what I deserve. I try so hard to put myself out there. For my job relationships and for what?? Nothing.

I need something to go right.
I'm tired of being ignore by people. I'm tired of not getting anywhere in my "career"

I guess if I film a book haul. And if it gets 100,000 views or something crazy like then maybe I'll believe.
I just need something. Like someone coming into my life and actually staying with me.

I'm not asking to win the lottery. I just need a sign.

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