Pearl Rai

My dreams seem to have a life of their own//dreams or nightmares🤔
2017-06-20 14:39:12 (UTC)

Dreams diary

Dear dreams diary I'm back after too much drama,I'll just summarize events of the past months in this piece.
You remember that I had a dream about me being the last to know that there was a funeral in my neighborhood, well my colleague's son who played for one of the popular national teams passed away while he was training at the football pitch and I was the last to know, I was not surprised because I'm usually the last one to know about a lot of stuff at work.
Then there was that persistent Dipuo pregnancy dream,well it turns out my former maid Nt was pregnant she even quit without informing me and then later on her sister tells me Nt got pregnant and says she had a miscarriage, the last time I heard from her she said she was checking on her child and she was gonna be right back after the weekend but She never returned,I wonder what happened between her and the guy she was seeing in my neighborhood.
LeboT has a beautiful baby girl and she is in town just saw a picture of her sister holding the baby on Facebook and it reminded me of the dream I had about her holding that baby girl in the passage;the dream that I had before I even knew she was pregnant only to be told later by her brother when I asked him why I dreamt about his sister so much I was concerned so I asked him if she was ok especially after my late uncle Jomo dream.
My cousin LeboM's husband was very sick and admitted to the hospital for almost a month; he's light in complexion and was admitted to the private hospital I used to work for,his wife said his condition was really bad then, but now we're grateful he's doing well.This whole scenario takes me back to that hospital dream about some light skinned guy lying down in a hospital bed who then extended his hand to touch the baby's head,maybe the dream showed that he was gonna be up and about when everybody thought he was down and out.
Few weeks back after stressing about the dream about charred bodies of a woman and a baby on the bed; while I was at work my former workmate MrsDt came over for some work at my current workplace,then out of the blues she tells me that she had attended a touching funeral and that a family perished when their house burnt to ashes and that the charred bodies of a woman and her baby were found on the bed,I gasped wondering if I was going crazy because she sounded exactly like the dream that I had before about charred bodies of mother and baby on their bed.
I always wish there was a way I could tell what my dreams actually mean before anything happens especially the bad dreams. I sometimes feel a little bad when something I seem to have dreamt about happens in reality,I do pray a lot to try and get clarity or even pray that it's just a dream nothing much but no matter how much I try to convince myself I still feel bad,it's like maybe I could've prayed harder or maybe believed more so that I could prevent those dreams from manifesting.
Last night at work I dozed off a little on the table and immediately I dreamt about me using the same controls used for the toy cars to control a van but the thing is that van was out of my sight even though I was busy pushing the controls,I was with a guy whom It wasn't clear in the dream if it was one of our drivers but he was using the controls before he handed them to me, when he was in control we all could see the van,the van then went out of our sight when he gave me the controls.we got worried when we heard a loud noise;it was obvious that the van had an accident,when we got there the van had crashed and fallen in the dried up river it was under some bridge along a highway and some men lifted it up to the road. I looked on the road and three bodies of a woman and two men lied on the road,they didn't look too good it seemed like they had some kind of car accident.
This morning while in the work car from running a work errand we saw a BMW being lifted from the ditch just by my workplace and I just blurted it out that I had a dream that some van had crashed in a river,well I don't think anybody heard that,I thought to myself how that sounded crazy and I'm glad nobody listens to my craziness.

Last week when being told that a colleague who is also my mother's home girl lost her father after his short illness, I couldn't help myself; I just blurted it out that the night before that announcement I dreamt about an enclosed graveyard which I visited in my dream but then as we left I could see that the door was not completely closed I went back to try and close it,the door kept being difficult to close then I heard someone say I'm the only one who can close that door,I woke up frustrated still struggling to close the door.I'm so grateful that nobody takes me seriously they just carry on like I didn't say a thing and that's always a relief to me.




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