Lenne

Welcome to My World
2017-05-11 07:27:57 (UTC)

New day

Yesterday was cold and rainy day, I felt depressed in the evening, was on the edge of crying about my loneliness. But today the sun is shining yet and I feel much better. We had a small talk with Paul in chat and was relieved by reading his messages and seeing his will to communicate. We hadn’t seen each other since Friday, when both of us were tired after working day and week, but he doesn’t seem to have time or interest in the Week-end. I start thinking that actually he wasn’t prepared for new relations. He told me from the beginning about his ex-girlfriend who was his great love and how hard it was for him to lose her. It happened in November. Maybe it is too early? I like him really much and not ready to let go. I don’t know what to do…
I spend my week end active and lazy. Saturday was a great and warm enough day and I chose it for long walks in town, went to the shop first, right in the morning, to buy that bag I wished. And super, now I had it! One more point of my wishes and plans is done. I can go further. There are less and less things in that plan which were waiting for ages. I working this out week by week and feel much happier, seeing how it changes my life and that it doesn’t make times too hard in financial meaning. Of course I’m careful about money while I spend it for those little things. And everything is alright.
And on Sunday my Mom and I went to our cottage house. Just for few hours – to check it only. We were a bit surprised and really happy to find out that everything is Ok! No, thank God and Fortune for that, we were scared to go there – it was empty for so much time. And a car is there. Now I need to find place for that near home, get documents to take it from there and then get my driver license to use it. Great! It is old but nice and convenient. Can’t wait till I can drive!
Next two days of week end were very cold and rainy, snowy even on Monday. I spent it at home being depressed by that fact, had only little walks to the shop for bread and all that home staff. But I sewed a bit. I’m on my way. I hoped it would be faster, but it is hard job – to learn something.
So, this day I’m going to try to spend being optimistic. I’ll try to stay positive and to be thankful for what I have. Have a nice day!




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