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My heart in a knot
2017-05-10 19:40:27 (UTC)

Getting better

I've noticed that I've gotten a lot better at relaxing during stressful times as well as looking at situations on a more positive note than my old usual self. Especially since I have a better understanding that it's often my expectations that cause me to stress about things when they don't go the way I planned or hoped.


Despite feeling a little stress today I feel pretty optimistic. Maybe it's the vitamin C I took or maybe it's because there was some sun and warmth today.


I keep getting emails from my last job, I guess they haven't taken me off the emailing list, it kind of makes me miss that job. One thing that I was thinking would of helped me take the worry off from that job is if I still had my old car, or any car that I just didn't care too much about. The reality is that I started to realize that I was over using my good car for a job that wasn't paying me enough that if my car broke down that I would be able to fix it and I needed a car in order to do the job so it was a big risk I was taking. I noticed one of the other girls there had an older car that she used for the job, I think she was using it for that same purpose that I wanted to consider. A lot of jobs that I've been coming across require people to use their own personal vehicle. I'm not saying there is anything wrong with that but I think it's best to use a vehicle that at least has a warranty and full coverage because if something happens to it then you're at a total loss like I was when I had my old car. But the truth is I got a lot of good years out of that car and it still had a few years left.... what a shame that happened... but it was also a wake up call.

I feel like watching a movie, I'm just in a good mood right now and it's very pleasant. I've still been working on that "bop it" game I found at the thrift store, so far the highest score I've been able to reach is 68, I think it's a good way to exercise my mind and keep me distracted for a little while but it is starting to get a little boring, maybe eventually I'll pass it on to someone else who may like it.

I'm off to dream world.




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