Lenne

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2017-04-24 07:49:12 (UTC)

Part of the command - part of the ship. My thoughts about company I’m working for. Part 1.

There were lot’s of thoughts on Friday morning. My mood was kind of business one. It is blessing that I didn’t have to go to the office on that day, because I had to pass a test of the organization – to go with on the workers who mount home Internet to the client and see the whole process with my own eyes. It was quite useful experience, if you’d ask me. Now I have even more information about companies work, pity, but in my head that works against them only. And for sure I understand much better what we are working with and for.
On Friday morning I could see the whole picture in the end, I had only hungered of puzzles before. It is long story to say, but I will write it.
Let me remember actions of my boss from the beginning. What actually she’d done to me? What actually she’d done to teach me? Right you are, nothing. Half of what I already knew is my own job, and half is job of other people who needed me to know. But Alina never has time and has more important business. She always forgets to say something about our duties. For example, just in the start she forgot to say, that it is our business to carry documents through the office and give to our General Director to sign it. We never knew where to take it or where to check if there are some, and documents were just laying in the bin waiting. She never teach us, there is no control from the first place. But she wants to control what we have in the end, she doesn’t let us to build our job as we want, never listen if we are speaking about organizing some process in different way, if we are speaking about convenience or optimization, wants everything stays the same.
I can see, that Alina has lot’s of job. She took everything in the company, she could. And it looks like she took all the food, but can not it all, so she just bite all the pieces and left everything else. It is so. She has a lot of duties, but can’t do it all, some job is waiting for a month, before someone won’t start shouting. But I have no clue what she’s doing. She never tell us, and when I asked, never gave reply. We have no clue about her plans for us and the department. We have no clue what our aim in the company is. I have so many questions, you can’t imagine. And there is no one to answer. And I’m working here for long three months.
When she was on her last day before vocation (and of course before that day) she never gave us even some five minutes to instruct or something, we had to catch her through the office to ask some questions. On Monday we saw hundred e-mail from her with messages like “Girls, do it,”. When she came back she never gave at least five minutes to know what had happened, how everything is going or to get some report. On Thursday last week they had a kind of party in the office. No one let us know about that. Ok, I don’t care… but she is our boss!
Now, what do I want to say is that this person doesn’t work for me. She’s doing nothing, but wants to get all greetings and price. Julia keeps on talking about us as the department and command, she and I really are, but Alina. She is not part of it. I stopped thinking about her as about my boss or part of command. Julia wants us to teach her that, to give her some understanding of management and lead. But this would mean that Julia and I would work for Alina’s future. And I don’t want to. I never will work for the best of this person.
Alina can’t see, she’s making a grave for herself. She is about to fall. I won’t fall with her and I won’t give her a hand of help. She is not a part of command. And I don’t what her to be anymore.




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