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Ghost Writer
2017-04-15 19:45:00 (UTC)

Saturday : Easter Weekend. (Updated.)

Update : Easter Sunday p.m. 13:34.


I wrote an entry for Easter Sunday, however, it saved underneath this entry and not on top. Weird things happen to diary entries here sometimes.

This is Haldol Decanoate (Haloperidol) hell. Whenever I stand still in the kitchen or laundry to work my legs tremble and shake. If I lie down to rest my buttocks spasm. Crazy. Plus I feel restless and can't sit still or lie down for long. Third day of self-same symptomatic side-effects of Haldol. At least the lightheadedness and slight vertigo feeling has long gone. Want my muscles in my legs and buttocks back to normal!! ASAP!!! Haldol packs a long high though. Is it worth it? All these side effects? No. Not at all.


Been for a walk, kept active most of the day, done steps...still no relief for muscles. They certainly haven't given me this Haldol before, because I would've remembered these awful side-effects. Hope they go completely over the next few days. Truly hope so.


Just learned that the sister is bringing down my two older grandchildren at the end of the month - two weeks' time and they are going to stay overnight Saturday! Fantastically awesome. I'm so excited and over the moon!


More good news. My diarist friend on here is coming out to New Zealand to visit another friend and he also wants to meet me! Gobsmacked excited about that too. And he's bringing his puppy on a pet passport. I did explain that it's Fall - Autumn we call it - and Winter will be setting in. Hope Winter this year is not freezing...so he will be waiting until puppy is a bit bigger and hopefully he will be arriving early Spring or late Winter.


My daughter tried to call me twice on Thursday just gone but I don't know why? I left my phone at home charging while I was in the hospital overnight. I text her Thursday evening but she never replied.


When my sister and my grandchildren come, I guess we can go church Sunday before she goes home with the children. So we can have dinner together Saturday and breakfast & lunch on Sunday together as well.


I have to be good and stay away from booze and cigarettes. I have a script for Naltrexone now...not Disulfram...shit no. Not taking that poison.

Well I have a moderately severe leg and buttock spasm reaction to Haloperidol that they gave me in hospital. Fuck that's a strong drug. They've never given it to me before...at least not that I can remember...have to walk every day to relieve the spasming but that's only temporary. It's like having the shakes all the time from the waist down. Horrible. But I'm bearing it well. Better than I thought I would.


No shower today. Just sponge wash. Cooked sweetcorn fritters for my dinner and have been grazing my way through the day on heart foods.
All for now...g'nite. Quetiapine and then I'll try to sleep. This spasming is awful...




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