Pearl Rai

My dreams seem to have a life of their own//dreams or nightmares🤔
2017-03-05 07:52:18 (UTC)

War and Prison Dreams

Last night I dreamt one of my persistent dreams; being in a war zone. I was in full combat gear shooting and hiding like a real soldier with my former college classmates being in the army too also backing each other up during the war,it was just like what I saw on tv happening in Syria.We were running,shooting and hiding in buildings similar to those in Syria.
I can't remember how I ended up in jail but I was in there with those former college mates again.In the dream I remember thinking what will my husband think when he found out I was in jail I was so disappointed and confused.Even though we were in jail I felt the support from my former college mates; we had each other's backs.That night I asked for permission from the prison guard to go to the toilet,on the way to the toilet I felt safe I still felt that one of my former college mates had my back, jail wasn't as hard as I expected because I had that support inside.After using the toilet I saw other ladies showering I asked them why they were showering so early they explained to me that the water gets cold later so I better utilize that time to shower also,I can't remember if I took their advice or not.On my way back to the jail cell I was accompanied by my former college mate Irene,along the way back we heard the prison's trucks' sirens coming towards us,as they approached they told us through the loud speakers to lie down on the ground and that we should fold our hands into fists,we lied down on the ground as they passed by.I remember being so scared and praying that they don't shoot at us.
I got up from the ground; now I was alone in the field leading to the jail cell (I wonder what happened to Irene,heish I'll never understand dreams) I saw this man approaching me I could feel that he was up to no good;he was in handcuffs and looked like he was trying to escape from prison,now that I think of it those prison trucks were probably looking for him.I managed to dodge him and as I ran I looked back and to my surprise there were two of them hopping through the field in handcuffs.
I was back in the jail cell again with some of the ladies I went to college with,I was thinking I did nothing wrong and still didn't understand why I was in jail.I thought I was going to be claustrophobic in there but to my surprise I was just fine,it felt like a dormitory.We were just going about our days chatting and counting them to our release dates.
I still can't imagine anyone going through what I go through both physically and mentally at night when I'm supposed to be resting.....I'm so exhausted😩




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