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2017-02-23 10:06:37 (UTC)

Orgasm

Today, i finally got chance to have my orgasm. It was really nice, wearing Master's collar, and His shirt, and using my clit stim. i was having very naughty thoughts too, of course :)

Just as i was about finished, i had an email through from Master. i finished off, and took a pic to send Him. Then i read the email.
What i read almost made me cry :( He is so busy lately, with lots of meetings to attend... today, He has 3! Two in His home city, and one in gemma's home city. But in His email, He said He had told gemma He might go over inbetween the second and third meeting, to let her cum for Him. i admit, it upset me a bit, because i haven't seen Him for 3 weeks now tomorrow, and He's seen her alone once already, and now wants to see her again :(
i'm feeling trapped :( i can't get to see Him, but she can, and it hurts a bit because i'm missing Him so much! i love the fact that He told me about it, but i just feel like crying, cos i don't feel of any use to Him :(

i hope they get to see each other... i really do... but *i* want to see them too :'( *i* want to share in their pleasure. At the moment, i'm feeling like i'm on the sidelines, looking in... just a voyeur into their relationship, which is all new and sparkly.

gemma didn't say anything about the potential meeting with Him, until i said He'd told me, which isn't good for me, but maybe she feels bad about it too? Anyway, we're ok, and are hoping to meet each other as soon as we can...




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