Pearl Rai

My dreams seem to have a life of their own//dreams or nightmares🤔
2017-02-18 14:31:57 (UTC)

Why did I even dream last night ??

Last night was one of those nights I feel I should've gotten a break from dreaming;I'm longing for a peaceful goodnight sleep.I dreamt I was at work doing my daily duties and going through all the on the job dramas involved.can you imagine dreaming about an exhausting thing like work? I dreamt the whole night to an extent of dreaming about knocking off and going home to continue with the household duties. I continued dreaming about home until morning when my alarm went off and it was time to go to work,it felt like I worked for 24hours straight.

I wonder if maybe something is seriously wrong with my brain,maybe I need professional help. I sometimes dream about celebrities especially Oprah and the Kardashians just chatting away and going through our day like old friends,I used to think maybe it was because I watched too much reality tv and I have since reduced watching tv could even go for days without watching tv but I still dream every night or should I say whenever I sleep/nap,it's like my brain never takes a break.

The thing with my brain is that even during the day I tend to overthink things therefore I would have anxiety attacks and nervous breakdowns,I'm so used to this life so much that I know how to pretend to be fine and just push through the day without anyone noticing that I'm going through emotional turmoil.
The best time of my life was when I was under general anesthesia.




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