Wiitz

Daily Dosage
2017-02-17 22:20:33 (UTC)

Dear Pathetic Boyfriend,

You say I stress you out because I can't be nice about things, that I'm angered fast, and I need to calm down. Well, you know what.... Fuck you. I hide more than I should from you. ESPECIALLY, what I think about you when I'm mad. I know better than to say hurtful things but finally I'm going to say them instead of repeating them in my head. I'm going to say them on here where you can't read them because you don't know about this site. NOR, the fact that I even have a diary.
Well here goes.
You need to work on getting a job, you need to work on getting your license, you need to work on your god damn pathetic self, and stop seeking pity from me. I'm done being the nice girlfriend that says sorry after she says important things you need to hear, and after saying sorry you brush everything I said off.
You say you'll get a job, but have you done anything to do so. LOL nope. You even lie to your dad constantly saying you're going to get a job but you haven't even shown proof that you're willing to get one. You lie about all these things you say you'll do but you don't do them. They're not going to be handed to you, that's not how life works. You say life is unfair, well I find you to have no life at all. The only bit of life you have is what I created for you. I'm tired of sticking by your side, waiting and waiting and FUCKING WAITING to see if you'll grow up. BUT YOU DON'T! All you want to do is wait till the snow melts so you can go out and skate. I'm waiting for the snow to melt so I can ride my bike to fucking work. I'm the one the only puts forth in finding a house, managing everything. You think you're stressed, funny, you don't do jack fucking shit. I'm the one who has pressure put on me to graduate from my classes, I'm the one who has a job, I'm the one searching for houses to rent out, I'm the one making lists of what we need, and how much everything is going to cost. THAT'S STRESS. You don't do anything you only give small input. Whenever I show you a house, you're like, "Yes, I like it, we should get it."
Yeah? Well with what money. Fuck off would you. Why don't you be a man and do something with your life for once.




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