Wiitz

Daily Dosage
2017-02-13 20:52:11 (UTC)

Day 1

I've written in journals before but not one like this. It's interesting to see that people like to know what your life is like, whether they're being truthful or not. Well, this is Day 1 for me on writing my life for the entertainment for others. I know you can make your entries private but, why go to a site that allows them to be public if you want them to be. So, I'm allowing people to see my life through the lines I write. This entry isn't the best of both worlds as you can see I haven't written anything other than my understanding of this site.
I guess I'll start off with the fact that I'm annoyed. I got a job in order to save up to live on my own with my boyfriend, who is jobless and lives with his grandmother. I've been constantly hammering at him to get a job but he still hasn't done it. A lot has been stressing him lately with his health and all but he's putting a toll on me too. Just the other day, I get off work thinking I get to see him. He doesn't show up to take me home, so I walk to his place, knocking on the door and he doesn't answer but I know he's awake because he's reading my messages, I bang on his window and I can see that he's awake too, playing video games with his friend. He finally texts me saying he doesn't want to see me because of the previous fight we got into the other night. I was so mad and frustrated I started having a panic attack on his doorstep and I broke down in tears. I called my mom to tell her to get my dad to come pick me up, and he came and got me. I went home that night upset, and extremely depressed. We finally made up though, but I'm still wanting him to get a job to show he's actually serious about dating me, I don't want our 2 years to be a waste.




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