The Girl With 4 Scars

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2017-02-04 06:14:54 (UTC)

He could sleep with anyone else...

So, I started a new job this past year. I'm still in retail, but I no longer work in a clothing store. Thank goodness.

It's not, that, I hated where I worked at before. But, there were never, going to be any full time job opportunities.. unless I were to be in management. I wouldn't mind working full time, just not as a manager lol.

I have been talking to one of my co-workers for a while now. Since October I believe. We don't, always get to hang out. But he messages me every day.

When, him and I, first started talking, I was like hmmm, I wonder how long this is going to last. They always seem interested in me. And then they just stop talking to me out of the blue. When they don't get what they want from me.

But, it's been, 4 months since we started talking. And he's still here. Still messages me everyday. Sends me good morning messages, even though we're not dating. He gets really annoyed, if I don't message or he'll ask me why I'm so quiet lol.

I'm not use to having a guy want to talk to me so much. Or , even get annoyed with me, if I don't message him or text him back right away.

I told him that I could possibly have hpv. I was so sure that would drive him away. Not want to talk to me. But, he's still here. Not going to lie, I've purposely, started stupid fights with him, just to see if he would stop talking to me. Because I was like why in the world would anyone still want to talk to me?

I told him recently, that if he needed to sleep with someone else he could. Because I didn't want to give him hpv if I do have it. I told him we're not dating and we're just friends. So, if he needes to sleep with anyone else id be okay with it.

He said he knew, but he wasn't going to.

He even has offered to take me the dr. So I could go get tested. No guy would ever do that.

I'm sooo not use to this. It's totally out of my comfort zone. I'm use to guys just bailing on me and leaving me.

Him and I aren't even dating. But he's willing to do things for me, that a boyfriend would do. He could be sleeping with anyone else right but he's not. I think, he's waiting to see what my test results will be, when I get tested.

No guy normally would wait like this.
Even though I gave him the okay to sleep with someone if he needed too.
in the beginning, he did say he just wanted friends with benefits. But when I told him I could have hpv. I said I didn't want to pass anything on to him if I did have it.

And yet he hasn't slept with anyone else. He could. But he hasn't. Makes me wonder if he really does like me and is waiting.

for the first time.
I have a man who I truly believe cares about me and my well being.

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