rainy

My heart in a knot
2017-02-01 18:34:01 (UTC)

Um....idk

So today was the first day of orientation at this new job and I'm still not really sure what to make of it or if I will like it or not... but I'm not going to overthink it. One thing that was so bizarre was that the lady who was talking had the exact same type of voice as Ms. M, it was crazy... it was like it was her but a different person.......weird.

I actually don't have much to write about or even want to go into details about today because I feel like it will just be boring.... but I will say I'm starting to notice some positive changes in my health now that it's been a while since I've been on these supplements. Now I just need for my first paycheck to hurry up and get here so that I can increase my omega 3 and probiotic amounts, right now the probiotic I'm taking has 14 billion cultures but that is at the time of manufacture, so I may actually only be getting 7 billion or even less than that in benefits so I am hoping to get one that is at least 50 billion and has a guarantee, I've already found a brand that has that but it's more expensive than I would like which is why I chose the cheaper brand for now... the cheaper one works but I think I need more. The omega 3s are also working but a higher concentration would be better I think.


I have no idea why I'm so sleepy.... I was at work from 9 to 4 today, but all we did was sit down, maybe since taking these supplements my body is trying to get on a regular habit or something or who knows, I have no idea what I'm talking about.

That ladies voice reminded me of Ms. M and it was hard to concentrate because I kept being reminded of her and wishing I hadn't messed things up so badly there. I was looking forward to getting to know her...... well at least things so far look like they may go smooth at this new job, my supervisor seems really cool and down to earth... a lot more relaxed than Ms. M... Ms. M was all about following the rules and she never got comfortable enough to open up or say anything outside of work related stuff, this supervisor I have now is the opposite, she opened right up to me today and showed more interest in wanting to talk about personal things.... I think I would have felt more comfortable talking to Ms. M and explaining what was going on if she had been more like this new supervisor I have now.


It looks like I might be able to work the valentines day job, hopefully they won't try to hire me on as full time, I actually kind of want to do the job mostly for the experience plus it reminds me of my old job that I still sometimes miss.


I'm going to sleep.




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