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2017-01-08 00:07:08 (UTC)

Have you experienced this?

Mood: Okay
Song: Vivi La Vida By Coldplay
Color: Bronze with flecks of Blue

These are some human emotions that we feel but have a hard time explaining.

Sonder: The Realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.
(Yes i'm reminded of this when i read diary's on this sight)

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye which can simultaneously feel invasive and vulnerable.
(I've never had much of an issue with looking someone in they eyes but i know many people that do)

Monachopsis: The Subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.
(How i feel here where i live constantly)

Enouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turned out and not being able to tell your past self.
(I feel this one so hard! like i wish i could go back to my past self at different times and say. this does work out, or don't do that cause this or that happens if you do, ect. I would just like to talk to my past self to say things aren't easy but they will be okay.)

Vellichor: The strange Wistfulness of used book stores.
(i could get lost for hours in a good book store...ugh it's blissful :) but i don't have one close by :( )

Rubtosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.
(this has only been unsettling to me when i was aware of my own heartbeat while contemplating life and death to be honest, other wise hearing your heartbeat is kind of a cool and humbling thing)

Kenopsia: the eerie, Forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people that is now abandoned and quiet.
(Churches, Schools, Stadiums, Stores ect.)

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like
(Me.....me in a nutshell, me my entire life.)

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.
(yep i do that literally all the freaking time)

Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being inside during a thunderstorm.
( Most of the time i'd rather be out in the rain honestly...but i fee this when a thunder storm comes at night, i sleep better in a storm. weird but true)

Vemodalen: The frustration of photographing something amazing when thousands of identical photographs already exist.
(My whole Photography Career lol -_- haha)

Anecdoche: A conversation is which everyone is talking but no one is listening.
( to often we talk to people and listen to what they say not because we care but because it effects what we are going to say next, i really really hate that.... )

Ellipsism: A sadness that you will never be able to know how history will turn out.
(I've never been one to say that i'd like to live a long time or that i would like to live forever but if i did it would be interesting to see what happens in the world, in history)

Kuebiko: A state of Exhaustion inspired by senseless acts of violence.
( i have friends with bad tempers and they experience this, Though the first thing i thought of when reading this was a little kid throwing a temper tantrum.)

Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster, to survive a plane crash or lose everything in a fire ect.
(i've felt this.... this is weird. have you felt this????let me know i'm curious about this one!)

Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it
( Me when talking to small minded people from small towns that never left about places i've traveled to)

Andronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.

Ruckkehruruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it is rapidly fading from your awareness.
(this seems to happen anytime you go anywhere, when you return home your usually tired but your also trying really hard to remember everything, and it feels like it slips your mind, but then a few days go by and your remembering all the details)

Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn't make sense to you any more.
(Right now -_- my life.)

Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits just one place at a time.
( I cannot tell you the number of times i have felt this frustration, the frustration of having my heart in so many different paces and wishing i was able to be in more than one place at a time....)

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.
(yes.... omg yes. Emotions are heavy.)

Altschmerz: weariness with the same old issues, that you've always had the same boring flaws and anxiety's that you've been dealing with for years.
(Yes... i'm so tired, we as people are so tired of this, we want peace and freedom.)

Occhioism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.
(of all the things to know in the world.... the things we know in a life time is only like 1%)

Eye opening very nice to know.