Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2016-11-29 07:09:04 (UTC)

Reason Enough

Feeling super sleepy tonight. Which is strange considering I didn't have all that taxing of a day. I did get up at 7am for work (and since I didn't fall asleep until after 1am, I might be tired due to that), and really that's reason enough.

I hate to admit it, but I feel much better about my job now that I'm part of the sales leadership team. I feel more valuable. More appreciated. More important. Things I didn't think I needed to feel about my job, but it would appear I do need to feel those things. I'm taking more interest in the goals and performance of the store, and I feel more inclined to actually work towards those goals. Which conflicts me, because I'm back to feeling like I live a double life. The high maintenance diva that works at Victoria's Secret, and the dirty hippie vegan who makes her own body scrubs and face masks. Working at VS doesn't always feel like it fits in with who I ultimately want to be. But for now I'll just continue to reconcile those differences until I no longer can. Whenever that might be.

For the first time in the almost year I've been going to Snap Fitness, I had a guy hit on me tonight. I attribute it to going during a peak time. I don't normally go when the herd is getting off work (by herd, I mean the massive chunk of society that works a 9-5 type job). I tend to go 7pm or later. But today I went right after work before coming home, because I remembered to leave my gym bag in the car, and I'm riding a wave of motivation. Twice in one week! Two days in a row! I'm on a roll! But I'm going to have to come up with a routine quick, before I get bored with my usual routine. I've got some time before that happens, though. The fact that I'm seeing results is enough to keep me going... until the results stop coming.

I have tomorrow off, and I fully plan on going hiking! Weather permitting, of course. It's been cold the past few days. In the 30's, which is uncharacteristically cold for Washington. But I think it's supposed to be sunny tomorrow, and even if it is a little chilly as long as it's not wet and chilly I should be fine. I can layer up.

The plan for the evening is to get a little high and eat fruit. I found a new variety of apple at Trader Joe's today and I'm curious to try it. It's called a Piñata apple, and is supposed to have a tropical twist. I'm intrigued...




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