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My heart in a knot
2016-11-24 19:32:10 (UTC)

Time with family

I had another thanksgiving today with my family, lately the thing seems to be a get together at my parents house and each year they seem to find someone new to invite over. Today it was two guys who are twins that I've known of since I was a kid, one recently lost his wife and the other one seemed to have brought along his girlfriend..but I'm actually not sure I didn't spend a lot of time talking to them. My other uncle also came which was a bit strange because he never really talks that much, he lost his wife a few years ago, that was the aunt who's funeral I didn't get a chance to attend.


There is also some young guy who is staying with my parents strangely enough...apparently he is family and had gotten into some trouble and had been arrested.. and I guess my parents thought it was a good idea to take him in... he didn't look like a good character in my opinion and I have no idea why my parents thought that would be a good idea, they may want to impart into him their religious ways but I don't know if he will come to. Maybe I sound judgmental again but I wouldn't trust him.


I did eat the food like I mentioned I would, it is honestly a test I'm doing to see if I will have any reactions. I have to admit, the food wasn't that good, usually every year I can at least count on the mac and cheese being good but this year even that wasn't that good. I noticed right after eating I felt like I was going to pass out, I think that is mostly due to my stomach being stretched after I have started to rebuild my gut lining. I did take my digestive enzymes, vitamin C, magnesium, and probiotics just to see if they make any type of impact. I will admit I did seem to get a slight headache and I don't really have much energy, but I can't really tell if the food has had a negative impact on me, I guess I'll know by morning especially if I'm not feeling well, and from there I'll make a decision about how I'm going to go about my diet for a while.


Right now what it looks like I will be doing next is starting a whole food vitamin C, bone broth, and a new probiotic, those will be the staples of my diet and the rest will likely be raw vegetables and fruits.. before I start that though I will likely try a natural parasite cleanse just to rule that out as a possible cause. I'll also need to find a way to force myself to exercise daily. My boss mentioned that she runs a lot, I can sort of tell because she is very slender and healthy looking, I wish that I could run with her as well as follow her diet just to see if I benefit from that kind of lifestyle.


I also got to speak to my younger cousin today who I haven't spoken to in a while, it makes me want to cry to see how much he has grown up into a young adult, he is defiantly going through some type of young adult phase because he dresses way different now and wears his hair in some type of style I've never seen before. He use to bring his girlfriend every thanksgiving but this year there was no mention of her, I hope they have not grown apart because they seemed to really complement each other... I didn't mention her because I didn't want to seem to pry into his business, it may just be that she didn't want to come or she had other plans. I on the other hand did get asked about why I'm not married yet, I'm honestly at that age where people are going to question that question and I just take it in stride.


Well I need to go get some things done.




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