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2016-11-13 05:00:03 (UTC)

Sooo..

I have no clue why I am here. I should go out and find things on my own.I hate to say Jaxon is right, I am seriously not wanting to let go. I feel like I am wanting to live Lina's life, a friend of mine from college, sadly my only friend. shes from a different city too. I have been missing Adrian. on what of COULD have been, but will never happen, I am not in the right season for anybody. sooo. right now, im forcing myself to go out with my sister. I will be 3rd willing, sitting there like a loser. WHile her friends and her go dance country, I don't know. I honestly don't want to go, i will come back saying I just sat there. I don't own a pair of boots, only winter boots. This is sad. I am A very sad person. I don't know where to find my passion, I feel like I am turning in to a complete judgemental bitch. (I feel out of place, i don't own country boots. my sister and her boyfriend are seriously wearing country boots, here I am with my winter boots.. i feel it... this is not good. or am I making it sound bad?)
(ZAC EFFERON is sooo cute, idk whAT MOVIE THIS IS..)

I should call back that job, turn it down. screw it, I didn't like the lady, have a feeling i would hate it, so I applied else where. I should just go do things, my way. when i get money and spend it how i want it. Its been four months. I honestly don't miss my mom or dad. I honestly think i will die alone, i honestly think i have no talent, i believe i am a liar. A stupid chick that is extremely sad. I want 2016 to be over. just over. Blocked Cristian from my phone and facebook, ADrian gave up on me. I was the one that ran away..... I need to stop running away from stuff.
The NErdy ONe




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