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2016-11-06 21:38:14 (UTC)

Moody blues

i have had the worst couple of days of moods ever. Friday and yesterday were really bad days for me. Today hasn't been so bad, but i'm still not quite myself. Got some Christmas shopping done today, and had a decent day out, even though it rained a lot of the time.

The no touching has been tough, and then the weight gain, and the dark, cold, wet days and nights.
Now, today, i have been told to do two double edges. i've done one, saving the second for bedtime. i think i'll get another early night. Not wanting to stay up late, not wanting to get up in a morning.
i just want to snap out of this, but it's dragged me a bit low. i even got snappy with Master via email, and it's not His fault :(

i'm feeling quite little lately... not sure why. Just feeling like i need *something*, but i don't know what?
Maybe it's just a good fucking, or maybe it's just a cuddle. i don't even know what i need, but i know i need my Master, and my Daddy, in equal measures right now.

Ugh, i also need my bed... today has been better, hopefully tomorrow will be better still.




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