Mgrmike

Lost
2016-10-22 05:46:10 (UTC)

Sleepless

I can't sleep tonight. I have a wedding to attend tomorrow and my sister will be there. She complicates my life, always has and always will. She blames my parents and their divorce for all of her life issues, well, specifically my father. I've never understood blaming others for living their lives in the best way they now how. My wife allows my sister's actions to change what she feels in her own life. Once again, another person's actions dictating your life? Maybe it's because I'm a man, or that I don't care what others think, say or do. I don't know. All I know is this wedding is preventing my idea of a good Saturday from becoming a reality. I work 3 out of 4 Saturdays. I don't like to waste them worrying with other people's shit. I want to drink, grill and watch football or go fishing. Does that make me an asshole? Maybe I just need to sleep, and lay off the spliffs right before bedtime, or a therapist. But that's why I'm starting this. It's 24-7, free and I hope it can work to help me deal with my own shit




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