agoonen2330

My true feelings
2016-09-30 03:29:58 (UTC)

Can't help but wonder

So there has been one thing on my mind non stop. I keeping thinking my husband is cheating on me. Now I didn't just come to this route of thinking lightly. I have considered many different things. But all I can come to makes me feel like people are better off without me in this world, makes me feel I deserve nothing better, or cheating. So to keep a some what sane mind cheating is the better yet worse choice out of all my thoughts. Anyway I have come to this because Lets start off with he doesn't like being arround me. He finds any reason to go into work, even if they aren't bizzy. He will just show up there. If I go somewhere like grandmas or dads he find excuses to not go with me. He finds any reason to not go to Indiana when our daughter has a heart appointment. Hell he doesn't even include himself into doc appointments for any of the girls. He won't even go to them with me. When we made love the other night he had his eyes closed the whole time.




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