Abbey🌺

Broken Soul
2016-09-29 18:52:47 (UTC)

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So today I woke up and had my first session with my personal trainer. I loved it, it was so good and he's so lovely! I was doing some weight thing and we just chatting and then I was doing my second rep and it was as hard as hell. I was like, have you increased the number and he was like yeah, but you wasn't supposed to notice that! I was like omg, how an earth did he manage to change it without me noticing! But he was lovely! I can't wait for the next session tomorrow!
Literally that guy did not stop texting and ringing all throughout my time at the gym. He kept ringing and just asking stupid questions, like there's caring for someone and then there's just being possessive. And then he was like oh long are you going to be and I was like oh I'm not sure and then he said I'll meet you outside the gym and I said I didn't know how long I was going to be. Then he said why am I trying to make it long for? And I said, this is my time at the gym, I'm not going to hurry it up just for you. And then he said don't be any later than two. I was so pissed off when he said that, I don't know what impression he's got that he can just tell me what to do but he literally needs to calm down.

Anyway, like he said he did meet outside the gym and I was supposed to be back here at quarter past two but I was obviously late getting back. Well to be precise, I was 45 minutes late, the staff were not happy! But he met me and was like, oh let's go out, we'll go for a bite to eat and I was like no. I feel like such a bitch but there's no point in leading someone on right if you're not interested? I just want to tell him to leave me alone but we go to the same gym! And the gym is just one level so it's not like I can avoid him. Aaarrrggghhhh.

Anyway, I feel okay, ish. I felt a bit shit earlier but I guess everyone does at times right? I'm trying to be all happy for the staff so that they'll let me go to the gym because literally if I'm quiet or whatever then they get worried. So I'm trying to just get on with life and distract myself. I feel like shit though..

Day four- ☑️




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