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2016-09-29 19:10:06 (UTC)

We met

We met today for coffee. I was so nervous driving there, I had so much pent up anger from the past few days trying to get my head around things that had happened. I didn't know how I would react when I actually saw him face to face. Maybe I would hate him and just walk away or maybe I would realise I still had feelings for Him and still wanted him.(only time would tell).

I walked into the coffee shop feeling nervous and sad. He was sitting by the window and He had already ordered 2 cups of coffee and 2 buns. I walked over and sat down, at that point I knew I wasn't going to walk away just yet (I didn't hate him, I still wanted him regardless of what had happened). I found it hard to speak so he started the conversation, he apologised again and stated that this stupid mistake would never happen again that I meant too much to him. He explained how it came about that he did what he did. He did reassure me that it wasn't a reflection on me that it was his stupid mistake and would never be repeated.

It was my turn to say something and I told him how upset I was and how angry I was. He answered my questions and we just talked and talked. He reassured me. We then went to sit in his car and we talked about other stuff and things settled. We kissed and hugged. I love His hugs they are so strong makes me feel so safe and protected. I could have stayed in his arms for hours. Just before it was time to go I realised I can't just walk away, he means too much to me. I told him I still want him but we can't have secrets like this, communication is key to making this work. We may be able to meet on Tuesday if work and time allow. One final kiss before I got into my car to go home.

I'm now looking forward to moving on and getting our relationship back to where we were. I'm feeling so much happier and positive. I'm really hoping we can meet on Tuesday.




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