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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-09-19 18:17:31 (UTC)

Still smiling :)

i am still beaming with pride from my Masters words in His last entry here :)
He doesn't often write here, and when He does, it's often to chastise me, and tell everyone what i have said or done wrong. So seeing His entry actually agreeing with my own reply to the critic, makes me feel very happy and relieved that i said the right things, without getting too worked up about it :)
i have since lost a reader... maybe she has took her leave, as advised? But i don't care :)

i am hopefully seeing Master on Wednesday :)
i am looking forward to it, despite the fact that He said i am in for a *severe* punishment for my overindulgence of alcohol again :(

i am seriously thinking of going tea total for a while, to see how i go. i did it before when Master told me i couldn't have any for about 6 weeks. i don't know why, but when i get stressed up, my weekly treat becomes an addiction, and i need more and more to make me stop *feeling*.
i suppose i should stop it, but i do enjoy my weekly treat. Maybe just not drink when i'm feeling down or stressed?
i'll leave it this week anyway... see how i feel.

i am feeling incredibly lucky to have my Master in my life :)
i know how taxing i can be, and i really do appreciate His patience, and also, His strictness! i need that strictness, i know. i just don't want to need it as much, that's all.

And i need my collar, and my Daddy back! i need to be good now, and i will.




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