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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-09-19 08:35:06 (UTC)

Master's Entry

My pet has been going through some difficult times recently, coping with some harsh treatment from me. Bear in mind that when she met me, she had no idea what I would demand of her. "Being a submissive" isn't something that comes as a package. Yes, I believe submissiveness is an inherent trait, not something you can learn, but for those women born with a submissive personality, the journey *starts* when her Master being training and conditioning her to be what *He* wants her to be.

And while it is hopefully an exciting and fulfilling journey, it is also extremely challenging and emotionally demanding. she becomes His, her whole outlook on life has to change, her likes and dislikes shift to represent His, her fears and aspirations must be abandoned in favour of what He wants her to become.

For some, even those who are deeply submissive, those can be very difficult changes. My softfucktoy is not a weak person - she has always had strong beliefs and opinions, and confidence in herself. she was as straight as a die. she wanted a Master to control her, but she never dreamed of her body being used by other Men of her Master's choice, or of guiding her Master's cock into another girl, or of being told to bring off another female with her tongue...

But in three short years, she has allowed herself to be changed so fundamentally, that she doesn't just tolerate those things (and many more besides), she is excited by them; she does them eagerly and joyfully, taking genuine pleasure in the pleasure of her Master.

So to her new critic, I would like to say that you are very perceptive, and spot-on with your analysis of softfucktoy's weaknesses. she *does* still tend to top from the bottom when I am foolish enough to allow it... and she does still tend to make decisions that are not hers to make...and she does still have vestiges of possessiveness. Yes. And she and I will work together to fix those issues.

But rein in your own tone a bit, even if you are the most wonderful "true" submissive ever. This is *her* journey, and this diary is *her* story of it, and if you have an opinion of how she could improve, or what she's doing wrong, have the respect to be tactful about it. Besides, she's not yours, she's Mine...




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