yes i'm a bitch just not urs

U blew it. .
2016-09-12 02:53:56 (UTC)

My night with mr rules.

He's a nice guy. We mesh pretty well. I'm still pretty terrified/excited when it comes to him. He's powerful and in control and he turns me on and gives me butterflies. He's never going to have sex with me. Unless he's able to be dominant over me. But still.
So everything was nice. Hot tub, relaxing bath. Comfy bed. He gives me butterflies and makes my body tingle. I haven't felt this way in a long time.
So I fuck it up in the morning by flipping out over something small and trivial. He said I was mean to him, that I couldn't be trusted. And I put myself into a situation that I know I'm not ready for. Will explain later. I like him a lot but I just don't know.....




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