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2016-04-06 00:58:54 (UTC)

porn q

so alex. watches porn.
I watch porn
idk. Maybe it's natural
I let him know, feel like I'm pushing him away, it's not the same anymore
but I've been fantasies about him, doin me hard. pushing his dick way up in me. banging me so hard I can barely catch my breath, pinning me down. uff. but....
im a virgin. and I have no clue what's happening . he's 17 & I'm 18. illegal. idk people male a big deal about it.

anyways. maybe I'm attractive to him becuase he watched porn. idk. Maybe he's addiction is same like mine. but idk if he's addict virgin or not. idk.

but he's been pissing me off lately, like I think he had problems.
mood swings, then texts me like nothing happened. idk. it's not the same. after I told him about andres and how I threat him. idk. he makes me feel bad, that's not right. just so he can get his way. fuck you alex.

I didn't go to school today. alex pissed me off and I didn't sleep till one

what ever. I might not sleep at all tonight. he might be watching porn right now. maybe he's addicted.what ever.

I need to stop watching it. God is probably made at me at the moment. fuck. 0f A a

I think he said he still wants to keep me but he's also scared to date. what ever. I'm not a hoe. ashole.

I'm gonna look hella hot Tommrrow so he can know what he's missing for real. I'm done. I'm gonna love myself he doesn't understand




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