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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-09-10 04:00:51 (UTC)

Broken... Masters *nothing*... 1

The past 5 days have been like some kind of hell on earth for me. Knowing i had upset lisa, and disappointed my Master so much left me appetiteless, sleepless, and tearful, aswell as doubting myself, and my position with my Master :(

So it was with a mixture of need, and dread, that i emailed Master with the news that i would be free yesterday if He could get away. The need came from deep within... to have my punishment dealt with asap, so that i could be forgiven. But the dread came from equally as deep... not knowing the severity of it was playing heavily on my mind :(
i waited anxiously for the email back to either confirm or postpone, and on Friday morning, it arrived... "Yesssss! We're on! you will need to bring wipes. I am going to do some dirty, humiliating things to you..."

i felt the fear immediately as i read the words. i knew He meant it, but i had no idea *what* He meant, and how severe it may be.

So walking down to meet Him, my mind replayed Monday over again, and the sick feeling i had every time i did so returned.
So many *if only's!*

i sat on the bench and waited, checking my watch every minute. He was 6 minutes later than He said, and it felt like a lifetime. Then i looked up just as His car came into view.
Gathering my jacket and bag, i climbed in and closed the door, not daring to speak.

His hand on my chin, He turned my face to Him... "Good morning, My pet", and kissed me softly on the lips.
i instantly melted, until He spoke again... "Are you scared?" i can't remember answering, but maybe i whispered a "yes", because He stroked my cheek, and softly said, "Good... you should be", before starting the engine, and driving off.

i was told to undress, so i took my jeans and knickers off, leaving my bra and little strappy vest top on.
Master unfastened His shorts, and told me to come to Him.
i hungrily licked and sucked on His cock, and it made me relax. He asked if i liked to feel it grow and thicken as i sucked Him. i do love that :)
He traced His fingers over my bottom, and lingered one finger on the entrance of my bottom... "I'm going to fuck you here today".

The journey seemed longer than usual, and i felt dissorientated. i could have sworn we were going somewhere else, and i panicked a bit wondering where, and what Master had in store for me. So when He told me to sit up, i was so relieved to be at our layby!

Master parked the car up, and kissed me again. He makes me feel so unworthy of His softest kisses, His gentlest touches, His wonderful, lustful looks.

"What are you?", He asked, in His not so soft and gentle tone.
"i'm nothing Master", i replied, as the first of the tears i thought were all cried out, rolled down my cheek :(

"Yes... you're nothing... *My* nothing. Get in the back".




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