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2016-08-06 05:57:19 (UTC)

It's been a while

It has been a while, life has been happening and I've found my self venting my frustrations and celebrating victory's in other methods but I don't want to neglect this journal.
I still believe in writing here and I want to have this record of my life to look back on and I want to write often and get out of the habit of going long breaks without writing anything.
But I feel that most of the things that I have been dealing with I cannot and would not write about here for obvious reasons...
check the entry about my questioning writing here ever again if you don't know what I mean and all the drama that caused that entry in the first place.
but that is another story which only upsets me and I shall not be dwelling on it.

Oh lets see... Hmm I have been reading to Emma the Chronicles of Narnia by C.S. Lewis(which she absolutely loves just like I do) and if you haven't read these books I highly recommend it you won't regret it.
I would much rather be a queen of Narnia than a Disney princess any day.
I feel that way now and felt that way as a kid.
C.S. Lewis is an amazing author and I just love the story that he unfolds in these seven books. it's just... wow.
I'm turning Emma into a book nerd and I'm also turning her into a fantasy nerd.
which seems to suit her and all the rest of us just fine.
she's seven years old and a proclaimed future surgeon, tom boy, not a princess but maybe a duchess.
She's brilliant.

My whole immediate family's health is declining and I'm understandably worried and stressed out about that.
i'm hoping and praying and I just want things to be okay... like can we catch a break? one tiny one my whole life for the past two years has been living from one crisis to another! for crying out loud for a person who end's their entry's with "Peace" I don't get a lot of it... which I guess explains the whole peace thing.

I feel like i'm losing a couple of my friends which sucks but I don't feel that there is anything I can do about that...
which also sucks.
and i'm just tired of it, i'm tired of it, i'm tired of drama, i'm tired of getting hurt, i'm tired of feeling helpless and I just want good healthy friendships is that to much to ask?
It is evident that it is too much to ask -_-

Prayer meeting Thursday was good, it was just tammy and I but it was still good we had a really great discussion and great prayer time.
that's notable.

I'm looking for something to read so if anyone has any suggestions that would be great any suggestions would be great.
as mentioned above I love fantasy but I like horror, romance, mystery a little bit of everything.

It's almost one in the morning and I have an early morning so i'm going to end this entry here.
Here's hoping that I sleep well, have no weird dreams and that tomorrow is a good day.

I wish you the reader and selfishly myself and those I love lots of: