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My Life Thus Far
2016-07-23 06:37:16 (UTC)

There's Hope For Me Yet

It was back to business as usual today. After the long few days I've had, work felt like a break. For being a Friday, it was actually pretty calm and laid back. Probably because we were fairly well-staffed. Whatever the reason, I'm pleased to be having feelings of enjoyment and happiness around work. It's been so long since I've felt this way. And it wasn't just today, but the past couple weeks, actually. I can't pinpoint what changed, but I'm starting to like my job again... crazy.

Got some groundbreaking information today... Jenna (our operations and staffing supervisor) put in her two weeks notice... the position I wanted almost two years ago is open again. I'm torn between actively seeking it, or just staying where I'm at for fear of being rejected or stepped over again. I feel like I'm ready for it. I'm qualified for it. I want it... but does anyone else think that? I don't know. Jenna said I should go for it, but I can't seem to get past how against it Laura was at the time. Well, Laura isn't our DM anymore, so maybe there's hope for me yet. With my current feels of satisfaction with work, it's not the worst idea, going for a better position.

It's been a full week since I fell on the mountain and hurt my knee. It's still not healed. It's still hurting. You take for granted how good you can feel until something reminds you of the fact that most of the time you aren't walking around with an extra hole in your body. The outer edges are healing, but the deep scrape on the center of my knee cap is deep and slightly infected. It's mad. I've been keeping it clean and covered, so hopefully it starts looking better in a day or two. I just want it to stop hurting!

The past week or so I've been eating so shitty. I need to get back on the bandwagon. I haven't had a smoothie in days, I'm feeling very irregular, bloated, puffy and just generally gross. Eating Voodoo Doughnuts for two solid days probably didn't help with that. Then this morning I'd wanted to get up and make my smoothies, but I ended up sleeping late and didn't have time before work. I got two cold pressed juices (sweet greens and defense up) from Starbucks but the addiction to fried, fatty foods is so strong, I turned right around and got French fries after work. I need to get back on my smoothie game, for real. I feel my best when I start my day raw and then eat a healthy, light meal. I'm ready to get back to that.




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