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My Life Thus Far
2016-07-04 07:27:31 (UTC)

I'll Submit This

It's late, I'm tired. We were leaving the house at the time I've been sending myself to bed lately. A sure sign you're getting older, when a night out doesn't sound all that appealing.

I woke up this morning feeling very much like I needed to get out and be alone. Not in a brooding, bad mood kind of way. I just needed to be free. I think more than anything I just need to feel like I'm not tied down all the time. When I'm working I'm forced to be in my store (albeit my bigger than it used to be store). I'm limited in what I can do and where I can go when I have the kids with me (not that there's too many places I can't take them, but they struggle to keep up with me at times). I had a few errands to run, and I enjoyed doing them alone.

I made Snookums and I smoothies for breakfast before heading out. He's still not feeling well, and I tried convincing him that nutrition is an integral part of immune function and overall well-being. He eats like shit, always has. I don't know what it's going to take to get him to realize he's killing himself with the way he's NOT taking care of himself.

*This entry was (as you can imagine) much longer, but when I went to save it, I got an error message telling me that I couldn't access the database. Super fucking lame, but technology glitches happen. I don't feel like trying to recreate the entry I spent the better part of an hour writing (yeah, I'm a bit disgruntled about it). So, I'll submit this, even though it doesn't even cover the entire morning. It's too bad... It was one of my better entries, too.





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