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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-06-18 19:20:13 (UTC)

Today has been tough

On top of all the trouble i'm in again, Master is away for the day and night, so i haven't heard from Him, except for one email this morning. And on top of that, i have had a difficult, emotional morning i won't talk about here, but i've told Master about it all, and my friend cuddles.

So i've been very upset today, but with time and privacy on my hands, i decided to make use of it, by writing the beginning of the story i had in mind for Master. Writing for Him always makes me feel closer to Him, and i get great satisfaction from writing for Him, and expressing both my desires, and dreams in story format.

The story i am writing is hopefully going to be a long and ongoing one :)
There is so much i can do with it, so many things i want to explore through it, and so many possibilities :)
i have just sent Master the first chapter in what could be a book! lol
i hope He likes reading it, when He returns home tomorrow.

i am going to bed early again tonight. i don't want to get in any more trouble. i am imposing these early bedtimes on myself... Master said i can go to bed at my usual times, if i wish.
i offered to go to bed for 10pm every night for a month, and to keep away from fet, and two other sites i visit, and even keep off my comp for a month, and kik and hangouts, only using my phone for emails, but all of these were dismissed.

i suppose i was hoping to avoid the pain of a punishment, in the back of my mind, but i *did* suggest them after Master suggested the no alcohol for a month, which then turned into the end of July, but it didn't work anyway.

If i go to bed early though, at least there's less time during the day to get in trouble. Damage limitation is all i can do now.

i'm a little happier tonight after writing, and glad Master didn't agree to my computer ban now :)
i can continue my story for Him whenever i get spare time now :)




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