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My Life Thus Far
2016-06-04 06:25:44 (UTC)

I'm His Wife, And I Love Him

I'm sad my three day mini staycation is over. It's been great, though. I can honestly say I lived and enjoyed it. Even if I haven't been sharing my time with my husband. I made the most of it.

I was a little pissed at myself earlier today (I can't even say this morning, I woke up so late). I wanted to get up at a decent time and go to Port Townsend. That definitely didn't happen. I went to sleep some time after 2am, which isn't unusual for me. I do that all the time. The unusual thing was waking up at 1:41pm! I was expecting it to be somewhere around 10 or 11am, but nope. It was almost 2pm. What made matters even worse, when I checked my phone Annie had texted me at 11am with a minor emergency (her period started early). Jason took care of her, because he thought I needed to sleep. How considerate of him. But I still wasn't happy about losing half the day.

Instead of going to PT, I went to Bainbridge Island instead. I love Bainbridge. I'd live there if I could, but unfortunately we don't exist in that tax bracket. I'm not sure if we ever will. I walked the shops downtown, found a really cute dress on sale (so I bought it in black and brown, of course) and I bought some Patchouli and Buriti infused shea butter body balm. It smells so luscious, Mischa keeps trying to lick my legs!

I finally got to try Emmy's Vege House. I took it to go so I could have it for dinner after my hike. It was great. I will definitely being going back many, many times. And the prices are super reasonable. Cheaper than I could cook the menu items at home.

I hiked Gazzam Lake Preserve again. There are so many interconnecting trails, It'll be awhile before I can say I've hiked the entire park. I found the water tower I've seen people post pictures of on Instagram. I took a picture with it, and it's super cute. It almost makes me miss Facebook, because it would make a great profile picture. But not enough to reactivate. I don't miss it at all.

Jason and I are on slightly better terms. He bought me lilies and wrote a really touching note in a beautiful card, and left it where I'd find it (on the coffee table in my sitting room). It was the most emotion he's shared with me in years. Maybe ever. I'm going to give him the benefit of the doubt that this job really is "the one" and he'll do well at it. He has a horrible track record, but I have to have some level of faith in him. I'm his wife, and I love him. If anyone should have faith in him, it's me. But I'm still mad. And I'm allowed to feel what I need to feel. He'll hear about it when I'm ready to talk about it. We have had a little bit of conversation now (in bed), but it's been skirting the big elephant in the room topic. Maybe we'll get into the nitty gritty stuff tomorrow.




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