Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2016-05-19 06:07:24 (UTC)

Albeit Minor

I'm feeling a little testy, but I also had a pretty decent day, too. I mean, it could go either way. I'll just say it was a good day... in general. I've taken 4 hits, so I'm sure what little agitation I'm feeling will be gone shortly.

I'm already reaping the positive effects of removing myself from Facebook. Unlike last time, I'm still allowing myself access to Instagram. Even with that form of social media left, I'm still finding myself spending much less time looking at my phone. I don't sit in my car killing time, only to always feel like I never have time. I'm not looking at my phone first thing in the morning, which somehow helps me get motivated a little more.

I got right up this morning, made my smoothies, juiced some oranges, and got myself out the door with enough time (before having to work at 1:30pm) to take myself on a 2 mile walk along the Clear Creek Trails. I'm proud of myself for making the most of my morning, instead of laying in bed feeling sorry for myself.

Two days have passed since I spoke to dad at all. I don't want him to think I'm avoiding him, or that I'm mad at him, but in all honesty he isn't really making any attempts to connect with me. He usually has his ear buds in, looking at his computer. I don't want to bother him, so I don't usually go into the living room. Tomorrow we'll spend some time together. I have to make a better effort at working on our relationship. There are some issues there, albeit minor.

Work went by pretty fast. I didn't feel particularly busy, but I guess I was busy enough to not feel the need to watch the time. I brought 5 bananas, a berry/banana smoothie, and the orange juice I squeezed this morning for lunch. I ended up not drinking the smoothie (I just had it when I got home), but I drank/ate everything else. I'm trying to get more fruits in. Anyway, all my fruit consumption seemed to give me a nice kick in energy. Unfortunately it didn't help my mood too much, because when I got back from lunch I was greeted by a pile of go backs in the fitting room no one felt was their job to put a way. That kind of put my in a salty mood, but now that my cannabis has kicked in, I can't even remember why that was such a big deal at that time... it's all good...............................

I should probably go to bed. Especially since I can't seem to remember what I needed to write about. It wasn't that important, anyway.




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