rainy

My heart in a knot
2016-05-10 20:35:21 (UTC)

disappointed

Well nothing has changed yet, I have still been applying for jobs so I haven't given up yet. It's just that this isn't the move I wanted to make just yet, I was going to wait at least until after I had gotten done making plans for graduate school which has yet to be set into motion. Maybe I've been allowing myself to be lazy, but either way I'm doing something about it now so that's what matters.


Other than that I've been feeling really disappointed, I think what it is is that each day that goes by I am reminded of how lonely I am, through out my writing I've typically have had at least one person in which I had been focusing on and ever since TT left I have no one. What I mean by that is that there is no one in my environment who I can use to help me forget about all my problems. The other day at work I was thinking about how all of the other employees have been able to tolerate the job for so long and I realize that they must have a reason that motivates them to go to work every morning.


But I'm mostly disappointed about tt.


I'm about to fall asleep... long day at work, will write again later.




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