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Ghost Writer
2016-05-04 03:05:28 (UTC)

Post Review Meeting.

Well...fuck me days if I didn't walk into the tail-end of this review meeting and the flamin' daughter is still up to her old tricks of hogging the meeting floor with the same thing she elects to hog the time with, while important others can't get their elected say! Talk about yogic deep breathing! I wanted to leap to my feet and shout at her to shut-up! Instead I mumbled "For fucks sake!"...I was sitting by the son-in-law's mum and she rolled her eyes and giggled.
Then I was given a few seconds to speak and ended up having a row with my daughter, and told her she was talking a load o' shit! She's very sadly still trying to protect herself from the truth and she's a fucking frustrating expert at it. Man o man, she does this for a third time at the final FGC later this year and I'm gonna kick her ass verbally, even if I get thrown out of the meeting! Bloody hell. Why they give my daughter so much leeway, inevitably using up valuable speaking time and leaving very little of it for the others, I don't know...so stressful. It's a fortunate thing that to feel embarrassed because of my daughter's behaviour is something that never occurs to me at the time. The wonderful thing is she is getting some wonderful help with this next baby and she is working well with them and still recovering.
I got a hug from her when I got to the venue, as she came out to greet me in the foyer along with an expression that said to me : "Oh mum, I'm very glad you're here."
Such expressions of this kind are uncommon between my beloved daughter and I. This makes them all the more beloved and special. By crikey she looks pregnant now. Her weight has stabilised and my fears of her becoming overly big and ending up in hospital because of this have vanished.
Baby is well and that's a great thing.
I will be a gramma again by the end of June, 2016. Three beautiful grandchildren. How blessed am I.

Driving out to Mission Bay in about an hour's time or less, and am enjoying the CBD for a bit. Yay for free wifi (thanks McDonalds :)! Can't wait to see the sea again.

One thing I won't see today are my grandchildren, though I did hand over their candy treats to the daughter to give to them this weekend when she visits them.

I'm absolutely blown away by the level of service that agencies are providing with this next child. Paternal family included as well. It's a blessing and my daughter is grateful and receptive to it all. Changes have begun...I have the profound feeling that this will be her last child.




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