rainy

My heart in a knot
2016-04-29 21:15:05 (UTC)

What happens...

So today was an interesting day, I stayed home and found myself on youtube were I then found out about a gossip site that people use to pretty much bash people who put their lives out on youtube... it had me feeling really indifferent about the whole social media thing. And it made me realize why TT probably chooses to be so private out of fear of criticism.


Anyway, right now I don't know how much longer or if I will or can work at this job, this whole situation is so disappointing, I really wish this job was better but if anything I'm so glad the time I did spent there I didn't show my true colors because I think that's what helped me last there for so long.

Just reading over what I just wrote has shown me how boring and unsophisticated my writing can be, I really need to start improving, but I've always just written in a way that was most simple to get through, I think my academic writing is much better but of course still needs improvement. I need improvement.


My mind is too jumbled right now, so I'm going to go to sleep, I will hopefully update soon on this job situation, right now things are up in the air and it could fall either way.




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