Interrupted

My Life Thus Far
2016-04-24 07:16:50 (UTC)

The Biggest Factor In My Happiness

For whatever reason, I was in a really stellar mood all day. I got to sleep in nice and late this morning. I didn't have any negative interactions on Facebook (which is a large part of my life, because I have so many friends to keep up with). I gave myself plenty of time to get ready for work (which might have been the biggest factor in my happiness), even enough time to make myself something to eat on my lunch break (3 mangoes with chili flakes, which were absolutely amazing). Even though I lost 4 sales due to a mix up at the register (one of the cashiers gave another associate my sales because we both have brown curly hair, but she was working in the back, and I was the only one on the floor), I still managed to keep a positive frame of mind and good spirit. There will be good days and bad days, and there wasn't any point in getting upset over something like that. I'm sure at some point I've gotten a sale that wasn't mine on accident. It happens.

I've come to the conclusion that I may be avoiding my dad. It's not a conscious thing. Not at all, but it's happening. I can't deny it. Even though I generally wake up on my own no later than 8:30-9am on the mornings I don't get up earlier to open, I find that I'm staying in my room until I have to leave for work. Reading, scrolling Facebook, staring at the wall... I could be out in the living room with him, but instead I'd rather be alone. It's my nature to be alone. I thrive in my alone time. I need it. But I'm also not doing a very good job of being socially available. I hope I don't come across as not enjoying having him here. I'm so glad he's here! I've wanted it for years... but it doesn't change the fact that I really need to be introspective.

The only scuffle I had on Facebook today had a very hilarious ending. Some random Indian guy commented on a post (a post that had nothing to do with his request) to "Please enable fb chat setting". I simply responded with "No". I didn't feel there needed to be any explanation included. I didn't want him messaging me, and I don't have to accept messages from anyone I don't want to. When I explained that to him, he said that messages weren't private, just a way to interact and he wanted to tag me in something. Well, I don't want private interactions or to be tagged in anything. He wouldn't give up. So, one of my friends commented that I'm her wife, and she doesn't allow me to private message with men, and if he didn't stop trying to message me, she was going to shove an organic zucchini up his anus! I don't think I've laughed so hard in quite some time! You had to see the series of events to fully appreciate it. Dude promptly unfriended me after that. With a quickness. I blocked him so he couldn't friend request me again down the line (after he's forgotten today's events). Then I screenshot the whole conversation and posted it in the Vegan Creepers group. Vengeance is mine!

I open tomorrow (even though I closed tonight). So, I'm going to eat some vegan ice cream and call it a night. It's peanut butter and cookies. One of Ben and Jerry's new non-dairy flavors. Seriously the best thing ever. Vegan or not. It's so good.




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