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Ghost Writer
2016-04-16 06:07:34 (UTC)

A Day of Peace.

It's Saturday evening 18:14.
Went out last night to the city north of where I live. It was pretty quiet and me and the male friend didn't stay long. I need to be real about how this male friend treats me now. Because he has anorexia again and it is getting worse, he is spending less and less time visiting. He is becoming more and more selfish : self-absorbed, phobic about money - hates spending even ten dollars on me, is obsessed with religion and his mind is becoming increasingly inflexible and I'm tired of listening to his wierd religious ideology.
He is kind enough to take me grocery shopping but not often. I'm tired of asking him to help me out whenever possible. He doesn't really want to have much to do with me. The toxic feeling I experience when I am with him is hell for me.

With all that has sadly transpired since I've moved back into town, I'll just have to accept that things are different. I don't contact him anymore like I used to because he won't respond.

I think my male friend is a pedophile. I've known this for years and been too afraid and powerless to do anything about it.

How I hope and pray for a safe beautiful husband. I'm so damn sick and tired of dysfunctional toxic and dangerous relationships. Phone keyboard fucking up.
Best stop...

Update entered 16th June, 2016.
Child, Youth and Family New Zealand have had a report about this male friend, that was made by my daughter after I told her I caught him doing something to my toddler granddaughter. I confronted him and he denied it. I kept asking him for an hour. I broke off our relationship with him then and there. We have only remained friends ever since. I never found this out until this year in January from CYF, themselves. They never mentioned who, so I asked the daughter and she told me : my male friend. He's a sick cunt. I want him prosecuted...this report was filed nearly nine yeara ago. I was in a relationship with him for seven, and took careful notice of his behaviour around children.




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