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Ghost Writer
2016-04-08 22:49:08 (UTC)

Reading and Real Life Continues.

It's been twice that the following has happened. I've missed my grandson's calls and called him back. In the background, that prick of a husband of that so-called sister, has interrupted my calls by telling my grandchildren to do their jobs.
He's such a cunt that New Zealand Maori male. I've a feeling that my grandson puts the phone on speaker and dickhead must have heard me talking with my grandson. I know for a certainty that dickhead knew I was talking with my grandson the first time it happened. This is awful. I think that dickhead is doing this to prevent them from talking to me because my grandson's reaction to him ordering them about is instant.
I can't continue to let this happen if this is the case. I believe it is.
It's difficult enough as it is having contact with my grandchildren. For a start, I never know when they are going to call me, as they're only young children using a phone and they don't yet have the ability to plan calls.
I can't let this carry on. I haven't shifted well over one hundred kilometres away from my grandkids to have that evil family control me still.

One day I'm going to put a direct message to those cunts on an entry here and name them. I don't care if it has to come to that. Maybe that is the drastic measure that is needed for me to feel that I'm in charge of what I write here about them. Pretty certain it is what's needed, because I am tired of hiding these abusers for my own protection. My hiding their identities is no longer protecting me anymore.

I loved Leaf Fielding's book. There's something quite profound yet simple in concept to learn from everyone.
Isn't life the greatest paradox that there is.

I quote Leaf in closing.

"I did my best to write my story in the moment - how I felt at the time. Not easy, because as the sun moves across the sky of your life, the light changes. As my shadow began to lengthen, my perspective inevitably altered."

Well Leaf I'm glad I read your memoir and hopefully by now you have finished the next half of that memoir, because I'm going to be reading that too...a quietly fascinating read.




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