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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-04-08 19:40:35 (UTC)

Back in my place... 1

Master admitted He got my email wrong! He apologized for misreading it.
i had a bad day yesterday, after not being able to see Him, and had a drink... a lot of drink! i hadn't eaten again from the previous day around 5pm, right through yesterday, and the drink went straight to my head.
i was talking on fet to cuddles, and on kik too :)
she really made me feel better, and i told her some of what was happening with us.

When we had begun speaking again via email, i begged Him to come on YM to talk to me last night. YM didn't work, so we went to hangouts.
i was in a very rebellious, and devil-may-care headspace, since i knew He was going away again for a week, and i wasn't going to see Him :(

So the conversation went a bit haywire, with me being willful and cheeky, and Master getting more and more wound up by it. This is the conversation...


me :sorry, iv'e had a drink again

Firm Hand :I see. How much?

me : sorry, i don't know?

Firm Hand : pfft

me : things have been really stressing me out lately

Firm Hand : well, that's a perfect reason for disobedience...I hope I see you tomorrow...

me :its not a reason

Firm Hand : I'm not doing this here... I'll let the crop do the talking

me :ok. well i like it anyway

Firm Hand :Be very careful. I will make your bottom bleed

me :sorry, but i doubt You'll be seeing me tomorrow anyway

Firm Hand :*shrug*. we'll see

me :i can't , as things stand

Firm Hand :ok.. then you'll just have to wait

me :no... You will

Firm Hand :nm. I'll wait, then. I have to go.. this kind of insolent attitude isn't going to end well for you

me : please stay with me? what did i say?

Firm Hand : Let me know with an hour's notice tomorrow if you can meet me for 30 minutes any time from noon to 2:30pm
I said you'll have to wait.. you said, "No, You will"

me :ok. sorry:(

Firm Hand :you mouth off to me still, after 3 years...I must be going soft

me :sorry:'(

Firm Hand :I have to go...

me : i love You

Firm Hand :go to bed

me : sorry, had a drink. ok

Firm Hand :I know... now go to bed. *kiss*. Bye

me : i don't want to. please?

Firm Hand : NOW!

me :please stay with me?

Firm Hand : you would be SO fucked right now if I were with you...GO TO BED, and don't touch yourself

me : i want to stay with You. its early! please. i don't want to be with him

Firm Hand :I've told you what to do.. Now do it. Right now GO!

And that was it... i left there, and went to bed. i slept solidly through the night, because of the alcohol... but this morning, i couldn't remember Master saying He wanted to see me today!
So i was surprised when i got an email from Him, saying He was setting off to meet me right then!
i replied saying i didn't think i could make it, but got no reply. So i had to try. i couldn't let Him come all this way, and not try...





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