Truthful

Finding my flow
2016-04-03 13:18:54 (UTC)

Pls read my diary and leave comment

That will be such a great help to me. I feel very lonely and depressed. When someone read my thoughts and acknowledge it, It makes me feel really good and help me gain some motivation to go on with life. My personality is such that I easily give up under stressful situations. I need to stay strong and positive but practical at the same time. I am facing lot of relationship troubles too. Sometimes, I feel that I am such an incompetent person. Why did I choose to have kids then? Am I too selfish? Even if I am, I am currently in the situation I need to keep going.
I just wish I continue to get paid till I am in USA and hopefully my non-pay leave get approved afterwards. I should be in the position to go back to work!
Well, I dont wish that really...what I wish is to get a job! yeah! hmmm...whatever...is there any God? Is it all destined? or its all random? Has to be among one of them. chalo, bye!
Mummy se zyada Ashfaque ke baare mein discuss kerna theek nahi. She does not like him so it's hard for her to suggest anything positive. I should try to be happy till she is here. Enjoy, relaxEd life as much as I can. :)




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