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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-03-28 05:59:18 (UTC)

Bank holiday Monday

It's raining... a lot. And it's windy and dark.
i was coughing so much in the night that i had to get up and get a drink.
Sat alone downstairs, i checked my mail.
i had 2 very short messages from Master :)
One said He had no privacy but was thinking about me a lot, and wished me a good night. The following one said i could play again.
i have been on the no touching rule for a few days now.
Trouble is, i don't feel like playing now :(

i'm a bit worried about tomorrow if i see Master :(
i don't want to give Him my cold, and i'm worried i won't be as good for Him because i'm ill :(
i'm also worried in case we do the breath control with the pipe again :(
So worried i even dreamt about it last night. i dreamed i coughed the pipe out, and the intake of breath after pulled the clingfilm tight over my mouth. The nose plugs made it impossible for me to breathe any other way, and i was facing away from Master, so He didn't see i had let the pipe go :(
my hands were tied behind my back, and i woke in a hot sweaty panic :(

i emailed Master back saying good morning, and that i wished my Daddy was here with me... then went back to bed with my drink.

i managed a bit more sleep after.
So glad i don't have to go out in that weather today! Hope it's not like this tomorrow if i see Master!




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