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Ghost Writer
2016-03-27 01:50:49 (UTC)

My Back Problem.

From the time I awoke yesterday (Saturday morning) up until now Sunday 27/3/16 15:00, I have been experiencing back problems. I've finally got a good orthopedic bed to rest on each night and I think my back is reacting to this after eighteen months of sleeping on a bad bed ; like a delayed injury of some sort. Before that, I had a great mattress for years and my long term back injury healed completely.
Now I have been experiencing for the last day and a half back pain and a muscular discomfort like I've pulled every muscle in my back. Last night the pain was similar to having a kidney infection or walking pneumonia. Then I had abdominal pain. After prayer and a night of broken sleep the pain has lessened. I thought I might have lung cancer too! I don't think so though.

No need to go to Accidènt and Emergency today. Prayer has definitely helped.

Had a lovely shower and washed my hair and shaved my legs and gave myself a pedicure. I do feel better. Just need to do my nails and do some skin care and I think that will be about it.

The sun is filling this warm Autumn afternoon with gladness and warmth and brightness.
It was a damp, grey and cloudy morning and coupled with my back pain I wasn't able to attend church this morning. I started to get depressed about it and then thought to myself that I don't want my mood to match the weather. As soon as I started moving forward with doing positive things the depression went away.

The little grandson hasn't called today yet. He last called before he went to bed to say "goodnight gramma".- Very beautiful and cute. Hope that he hasn't used all his minutes up in two days.

The impossible dream...maybe the dream I envision for myself is impossible. Just thinking about that today.
Really my thoughts could focus on The Ressurrection instead and I have tried to pull away from impossibilities and remember what Christ did for me. It's nominally worked...shows just how human I am compared to Him.
His Redemptive Love for humanity...even me.

"I stand all amazed at the love Jesus offers me.
Confused at the grace that so fully He proffers me.
I tremble to know that for me He was crucified.
That for me a sinner He suffered and bled and died.
Oh it is wonderful that He should care for me enough to die for me.
Oh it is wonderful, wonderful to me." (LDS hymn.)




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